(Sonni’s note: A couple weeks ago I asked for people to write messages of encouragement to Jamie and send them to his email address at mynameisjamie2@gmail.com. He had just had a really hard time with the officers at the prison. They poked and prodded and lied to him until he finally lost his temper, which gave them the excuse to bring him out of his cell. Five guards kicked the crap out of him and rammed his head into a wall and split it open.
The abuse continued for days – because he fought back. You can’t fight back. He couldn’t win that one. They set him up and he fell right into it. I could tell by his letter he had hit bottom.
How often can you go through that and still stay encouraged you’ll live to get out of there, and not be so affected by it that you can’t have a normal life? It’s like coming home from a war. yes, inmates get PTSD. When you have lost all your freedoms and it lasts for years, knowing that you can walk out the door into the sunshine whenever you want to is hard. That is why caged animals have a hard time leaving their cage. Fear of the unknown. Some people were kind enough to send really great emails. I’m sending them one at a time and stretching it out. Hearing from people on the outside mean more than you can imagine.
When someone has been locked up for a long time, family and friends usually have less and less to do with you. Inmates lose their identity. I write to him often and talk about what is going on in my day. We discuss things that are happening. This is often the only communication he gets from the outside for long stretches of time. So every single letter is a big deal. If you want – you can still send an email at any time to the above email address and I’ll make sure he gets it, even if it only a line or two. Thanks.
(First the message Maesha sent to him and then his reply.)
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Dear Jamie,
Dear Maesha,
I will try to keep this as short as I can. First I would like to thank you for your words of encouragement. Mom sent me your post from the blog. I must say when i first saw your your name I thought you were my cousin. Lol her name is Maesha as well. However, as I read I noticed you said you were from Canada. First person that came to my mind was Drake. One of the best rappers. He’s real gifted. Sorry for getting sidetracked.
I want to thank you for taking the time to read my story. I tell it, not just to try to get the world to understand how the system treats us, but to try to get the families to understand why their their loved one’s are lost in the system. I’m in Texas and we who are incarcerated there, there is a good chance, 50/50 that we won’t make parole. Why? Money, as well as slavery. We are worked without pay. If we don’t work it stops us from going home. But even if we work we still don’t have a chance of making parole. We are kept incarcerated and away from our families to support these people’s greed. That’s just half of it Maesha. We are treated badly and provoked by the officers. These people speak of changing our life but the way they act and treat us is crazy.
The system is really made to destroy us, and turn us into someone we are not. They are successful with that with a lot of people, and a few they are not. As long as these people get as much money out of us they can, whether it’s from working us, commissary products we buy, and overcharging the phone system, and even bringing in drugs and cell phones to sell. They don’t care. These want us to stay criminals, even while they call for us to change. However, they are the ones who bring in the drugs and cellphones. Crazy, huh?

Well, I’m going to go for now. I hope you get this. Thanks again for reading my story.
Always, your friend, Jamie
’m so happy our words reached each other. ♥ Thank you so very much Sonni for asking and offering to forward letters. Also, thank you for transcribing the letter here. I just realised I forgot to send you my home address. Will make sure I do that. And is it okay to send more in the near future?
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You are very welcome. Your letter to him was very moving and said so much. If you want I’ll include his address in Texas and you can write to him directly. I know he’d appreciate getting a letter.
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I’m so happy our words reached each other. ♥ Thank you so very much Sonni for asking and offering to forward letters. Also, thank you for transcribing the letter here. I just realised I forgot to send you my home address. Will make sure I do that. And is it okay to send more in the near future?
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